Emoshiz.
Mygosh. It's been a week since we stopped texting. I don't know what's going on. I just want to have closure if possible. I miss him a lot and I can't stop thinking about him but I know everything's different now. He's gone and I'm left alone. I really want to talk to him but there's something that is stopping me from doing so. It's been three weeks since our last talk. I sent him a message on our day but he didn't reply. I really don't know what's up with him. :( I am sad but normal, I guess. :|
POST LAST NOVEMBER something...
Okay. I'm turning 18 seven days from now. :D Yayyyy! :)
I guess I have to update this blog before the year ends, aye? Hahaha. :D Before anything else, I want to greet everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D
Okay. I'm kind of 'free' tonight. HAHAHA. Intrams lang so I really have nothing to do until tomorrow. :D Thank God atleast my brain can rest for 2 days. Haha!
Random title. Haha! Anyway, just got home from a longggggggg sleepless night. Vv had a sleepover at my condo @ the fort. (Upload the pictures please. :DD)
So I told him to stop.
I got my grades already. Pfttt. Okay naman.
What makes me sad? :
Nakakainis talaga. 0.06 na lang for earth's sake! :( Perhaps, nagkulang ako sa push. Nagkulang ako sa effort. Nagkulang ako! : Plus, I had depressing months pa diba? Hindi naman kita sinisisi pero kasalanan ko rin naman dahil nagpaapekto ako. Oh well. Can you imagine, 0.01 na lang ang kailangan ko in six subjects to be in the Dean's List, hindi parin nahabol. : GAAAAAAH talaga, Blanche. Nakakainis.
Di bale, may second sem pa. Kaya ko 'to! Kayang kaya. I mean, kakayanin. :))) In God, I trust. :D
* for the Dean's listers: OMEDITOU MINA~SAN! :) Job well done! :)
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I'm torn between two lovers. I'm effin' confused. :/