God is Love. ♥

I went to visit my youngest brother, Coby, at the hospital. Heard that he has water in his lungs. =(( Ohwell. I trust that God will heal him.

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I read him books, played with him, chatted and fed him. I knew he was very happy. By nine, we decided to go home and just visit him the next day. His jolly face turned into a 'fake' smile. He was sad, I know. And I could see in his eyes that he wanted to cry. I, too, but I had to show him how to be strong, so I did.

He's a brave boy. He'll recover soon.
I have a great faith in God.
Praise Him.

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Early this morning, I also heard that my great grandmother in the States died.
May she rest in peace.
I'll miss her.

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Now, it's about me.
I'm doing fine. That's it. Haha.
Gaaah. Mixed Emotions.
I miss Coby. =((

BLAM. ♥

It's Saturday. :)
Lovin' this day. Haha. :D

Thank God. :)

Oh well. Last night was 'okay'. I think. I cried because of something stupid. Well maybe, I just LOVE hurting myself. I ask questions that shouldn't be asked. Haha. CURIOSITY GUYS.

And there was this person who answered me. Truthfully, perhaps.
I wasn’t so sure if what he said was the truth or plainly out of his irritation.
Still hurts, though. :(

When I woke up, I received a message from him. Tears wanted to fall.
Don’t ask me why, I just don’t know.

Now, I want to stop myself from aching. Talking. Being open.
I just really want to shut my mouth from saying or asking things that I believe will hurt me again.

TO YOU:
What you’ve said and done was enough.
And don’t worry; I’ll try my best to stay away from you.
FOR NOW. Heee.
Maybe months later, I’d be okay.
I’d be happy like what you are right now. :D
Good luck. See you in a couple of months!
Haha. ;p

Your Guardian Angel

I sooo love this song. ♥ though it makes me cry all the time. :)
This one's for you! <3

YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know Ill find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
Ill be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Its ok, Its ok, Its ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know Ill be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

stupid and careless.

Oh yes. That's who I am. Goooodddd.
STUPID AND CARELESS.

Ohwell.
Anyways, no classes again tomorrow! :D
5 days vacation. WOW.
But goodluck to the supertyphoon. ;p

Ampy, Diz, Bet and I won't be able to submit DLSU and UST forms on Saturday.
Tsk tsk tsk.
Better luck next week. Hahahaha.

Gaaah. How come some people are insensitive?

HEY. <3

Okay. Today was actually the day of… I have no idea! =)) We had our maths test and yes, it was easy. :)) Sana ganun na lang palagi yung test. Hahaha. By four, I had my catechism again with those cute kids. I just love them because I just feel so close to them. Nye. =)) But seriously, yes though we only see each other on Fridays. Haha!

I got home by 6 then slept. :D
One more thing, I’m having my allergies. T___T
I couldn’t stop sneezing. Hahaha.

AUGUST 09, 2007

hey hey you you, i could be your girlfriend. :))

I'm bored. Well, I'm always bored. Exams are over and I feel so free now. Actually not.

There are things that make me think too much again. Take note: negatively. : I'm really hating this feeling. I get to hurt others just because of one person. Imagine that? Ohwell. That person's insensitive. Hate you. Hahaha. [I'm being ironic, okay? =))]

Although I really feel bad at this very moment, I feel like dancing. Weirdness. And yeah, this is why I'm hot. Hahahaha. :))
And baby do you wanna like this? like this? like this?

Gaaaah. I'm not myself right now. Pardon me.
Random shit. :

Oh oh well well. School's back tomorrow. Gala day.
Maths test AGAIN.
Goodluck to me. To us.
ilysm. <3

saayyy whaaaattt?