:)

Hmm. I haven't blogged for almost a week now. I think. :) Nothing exciting has been happening. All is some sort of... BLAH. Anyway...

People who are just too proud of themselves shouldn't live in this wonderful world. People who think that they look awesome and the best are the ones who are actually not what they think. They're pathetic. POOR THEM. :D Let's just pray for them to realise who and what they really are.

Hoping they'll learn how to knock their heads. :)


This poem has no connection with my entry above. :) I just feel like posting it. :)

It Hurts Everytime

It hurts everytime I hear your name
Remembering how you played the game
Looking back on the tears I had
Cursing you to be eternally sad

It hurts everytime I think of you
Especially the moments when we're happy and blue
In one corner, I sit and cry
Feeling that my heart is totally dry

It hurts everytime I see your face
Just want to kick your ass off this race
Wishing you the best as you go on your life
Stay away forever or I'll cut you with a knife. ♥

I hate boredom. T.T

Okay. I'm sooo like bored. T.T I have nothing to do and I have no idea how to enjoy my life. I can't even think what to write. BOOO! I hate it. Nyhaha. My friends are out and I have no idea if they're home already. I have random thoughts today, so forgive me. :)

I am really bored though I was a bit busy awhile, preparing dinner. :) I was like in the show 30-minute meal. Haha. :) I cooked three dishes in 30 minutes! Brilliant! Haha. :) Oh well.

What else?

Grrr. I am really really bored. :) My phone's very quiet unlike before and I'm missing it. :) My ym's quiet, too cos my stat is in 'stepped out'. HaHa. Tsk. NON-sense.

I feel sad because I am bored or perhaps, I'm bored because I'm sad.

Ugh. Confusion. :)

Fun, fun, fuuunnnn! :D

Weee. :) I had super fun this day. :D My family and I had an outing somewhere with my Dad's office mates. Hmm. As usual, I didn't swim. I just had a concert for two and a half hours. Nyahaha. :)) Beat that? :)) At first, I was so shy to sing because there was a lot of people but then after singing one song, I didn't stop anymore until my voice broke out. Haha. Shame. I thought nobody wanted to sing but when I put the microphone and song book down, someone got it and sang. Haha. Well, they didn't tell me that they wanted to sing! :)) After having a 'concert', I felt really really tired and hungry. Haha. :))

Okay, fast forward...:))

We ate dinner at The Fort. :) Separated from boys and girls. My mom, sister and I ate at Sushi-ya while my dad, bro and little bro, ate at Giligan's, I think. Haha. Walked around at Serendra and bought stuff. :) My sister, mom and I bought Crocs. :) Weee. Fun! :)) I got the ballet flats again with the strawberry pin on it. Yahoo. :))

By 30 past 9, we decided to go home. :) Getting sick of Krispy Kreme so we didn't buy anymore. Nyahaha. :)

That's it. :D

Thank you, Lord. :)

What A Day. :D

I woke up around 12.30 and did everything I had to do. I was kind of bored yet when the moon started to show up, there was something exciting or perhaps annoying and strange happened. My childhood friends came to visit me earlier. They were very noisy but I was happy to see them again. :) An hour later, my 'uncle' who happened to be my enemy, came. I was really annoyed cos he was not allowed to go inside our house but he did. Damn. He has the thickest face ever!~ He went in and hugged me. He didn't say a single word. He looked at me and I just said, "yes?". Still, he did not say anything. I was shocked. :O After all the things he did, does he think a hug can melt my heart?

Oh, F him. A hug isn't enough. It takes time and this is not yet the right time to forget everything. I may not forget what he did but atleast to forgive him right now? I can't.

Maybe I'm still waiting for the magic word. :)

Last Day of School. [for them. haha.]

OMG. I feel lazy to tell you everything that happened yesterday. :) I'll just give the summary. Haha. :D

♥ My friends and I met up in Glorietta, too bad Ionne wasn't able to come as well as Quisha.
♥ Played in Timezone the whole afternoon.
♥ Ian came. Haha. We missed him. :)
♥ We used his timezone card to play dance revo and guitar freaks. Haha. USERS. j/k.
♥ I went home at around 9.30.
♥ Starbucks with parents.
♥ A shitty thing happened. Or it was like, I ______ to a shitty animal. Ergh. X)
♥ Slept at 3 in the morning. T.T

Gr. I hate it. I don't know how to write. Don't even know how to express what I feel right now. T.T

It just sucks. T.T

[happy 15 to Nikka and Edizza.]

It's not my job. :)

That's Not My Job
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

This's a story about four people: Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realised that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody have done.

I love this short story. :) It's about selfishness. :)

Family Trip. :)

GREAT. :) I had a very good time with my family today. :D My mum woke me up early and so my other siblings. :) We didn't know that they were planning to go somewhere different cos we're always bonding around the every mall! Haha. So we prepared ourselves and drove to Tagaytay. :D Relaxed, ate at Taal Vista Hotel, took photos, wondered about the crater of the volcano, and a lot lot lottttt moooreee. :D

At around four in the afternoon, my two little siblings were soo excited to go horse-riding. AGAIN. So we went there. :) After an hour, we decided to go home but bought some fruits first. :)

TRAVELLED... tra..ve..ll..eedd...

We had dinner in Alabang, window-shopped a little and rode the bump car for a while.

Oh, Josh and I bought dance step something for PS2. Haha! So I can exercise more often. Haha. The CD was good cos you get to choose or insert your own CD for your own type of music and the songs installed were modern. :) It was really fun. :)

Hm, I think that's just about it. :) I'm a bit tired and still gotta do something. :) Good night. :)

The Greatest Pain In Life

The Greatest Pain In Life
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.

--- To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all.
--- To have someone you care so about so much throw a party... and not tell you about it.
--- When your favorite person on earth neglects to invite you to his graduation.
--- To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten.

--- To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
--- To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi".
--- When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
--- For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
--- When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you.
--- Life is full of pain, but does it ever get better? Will people ever care about each other, and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play in this great show we call life. Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our friends we love them. If you do not care about your friends you will not be punished. You will simply be

ignored...
forgotten...

as you have done to others.

Acceptance. :)

My long-term holiday isn't going well. I'm getting sick of my everyday activities and I'm experiencing too much twinge. T.T I'm in doubt if it is just because of what happened for the past two weeks or plainly boredom. ^^

Not being in school for four months now makes me really stupid. Stupid in a way that I think I don't realise what I'm doing anymore; decisions, styles and the like. WAA. If you get what I mean. Perhaps I'm like this because I still can't accept what has happened.

Oh, ACCEPTANCE. :)

I'm so slow realising that he has moved on while I'm still here standing, waiting for nothing. Maybe I'm over-reacting. Well, he doesn't care. Haha!

I know for sure this will come to an end. I can do this. :))


A: Hey, do you still know who I am?
B: Yes, you are A.
A: Yeah, that's just my name... Add some description.
B: A is my ex-girlfriend and my friend.

Here's a big WOW. :D I feel great. :) Awesome.

THE BEAUTY OF LOVE. ♥

THE BEAUTY OF LOVE
by: Author Unknown, A 5th Portion of Chicken Soup for the Soul

The question is asked, "Is there anything more beautiful in life than a boy and a girl clasping clean hands and pure hearts in the path of marriage? Can there be anything more beautiful than young love?"

And the answer is given. "Yes, there is a more beautiful thing. It is the spectacle of an old man and an old woman finishing their journey together on that path. Their hands are gnarled, but still clasped; their faces are seamed, but still radiant; their hearts are physically bowed and tired, but still strong with love and devotion for one another. Yes, there is a more beautiful thing than young love. Old love."

This story struck my heart. I have no idea why. It's short but it has a deeper meaning. :) Lovely. :D

LOVE IT. <3

Oh, I'm loving this song. :)) Or let me put it this way, I'm loving her songs. Haha. :D This is just one of them. :)

PUT YOUR RECORDS ON
Corinne Bailey Rae

Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we've got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sunburnt and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the roadside,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Got to love that afro hair do.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

'Twas more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer?
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow