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Blog. Hahaha. Goodbye to Blanche the shopper. Hello to Blanche the homebuddy. =))) I can't understand myself. My mother couldn't understand me as well. I was supposed to go shopping earlier but I told them to leave me. =)) EMO. Oh well.

I'm home alone. They're still out kasi. Gaaaaaaah. : I tried to study Chemistry kanina but I suddenly fell asleep. HAHAHA. My mum called me up and asked what's happening to me. I don't know either. =))

Ohwell.
He finally talked to me. :)
Thank God for answering my prayer. :D

Sana tuloy tuloy na 'tong pagiging magkaibigan natin. Hindi lang ngayong gabi tayo mag-uusap. Sana habang may bukas, may usap. HAHA. Okay na ko sa ganito. Atleast I know you're happy now. Dapat maging happy na din ako for you. :) I'm really thankful for tonight. :D

Twenty-four

24 na bukas! :(

Hay. I still haven't talked to him. I super miss Paopao already. :( I miss everything about him. I miss his laughter, his smile, his silly jokes, his sweetness, his cuteness. I miss everytime he makes tampo, I miss everything! HAY. I just wish he'd talk to me soon. :(

I miss you a lot, Dear... :(

Anyways, I'm having hyperacidity already. I haven't eaten right since the start of this month. : I am always not in the mood; I do not enjoy going out anymore. :( Hayyy. When will I go back to myself?

I love you. ♥

Okay, I think I'm slowly drowning. I don't know. Well actually, I do not know what to do and I'm leaving everything to God now. :)

If you feel like talking to me, give me a call. I'd be glad to hear your voice.
If you suddenly remembered me, leave me a message. I'd surely reply.
Don't hesitate to approach me, my dear. Remember, the key to my heart is still with you.

I'll be waiting for you to knock on my door! :)

It's the 24th on Sunday, advanced happy twenty-four! I love you just the same! :)

emosh*t.

"Love is within us. It cannot be destroyed. It cannot be ignored. To the extent that we abandon love, we will feel it has abandoned us. Denying love is our only problem, and embracing it is the only answer. Through the power of love, we can let go of the past and begin again. Love heals, forgives, and makes whole. " -Ernest Holmes

Hay. I hate myself. But Gaaddd. Hating myself would not change anything or everything. I just want to cut my wrist off so as to stop the pain. I want to sleep and never wake up again. : I'm hurt and this is all because of me. :((

I just want to fix everything. I just want to be okay and live as if nothing happened. But I'm stopping myself from doing these because I don't have him. I want him back, really. I want us to be back not as lovers but as friends. I know time is all we need but I thought, why waste time if we know in ourselves we can be friends as early as now? :(

I feel sad everytime we have the chance to talk but we don't. I feel sad everytime I stop myself from texting him. I feel sad everytime I worry about him cos I know I cannot do anything because he doesn't want me to. I'm trying to be mad just to stop the pain but I just couldn't do it.

Love takes over my whole spirit... I just hope he'd talk to me soon. I just hope he'd forgive me and let go of the stupid things I've done.

I love you...:'(