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Chapter 3 [?]

She doesn't know what to do nor think any longer. All she knows is, she has already moved on yet everything has changed again in an instant. She’s been happy but now, she is drowning in tears once more.


One night, they talked over the phone after almost a month. It was unusual because for the past month, they were just using a messenger and playing games around the internet. They were ‘friends’ after being enemies and after being two people in-love with each other.

The following day, they decided to meet up to talk about certain things. Well, she really didn’t have any thoughts what they would talk about. For all she knew was, they were good friends. No special love. No malice. No different attraction. So, nothing ‘special’ or ‘important’ to talk about.

Hours passed and they were still in the same place. No talking happened because they were busy with their own group of friends.

Fast forward.

She got drunk, so drunk that she didn’t know what she had said to the people she was with. Did not know what she had done. She was actually not herself that time.

Finally, after about two hours, drunkenness was defeated.

She went home at her friend’s house and found him there. They tried to talk but still, nothing happened.

:

It was a Sunday night. They talked over the phone AGAIN. Truth came out. He said he was supposed to tell her something the night they were together, which for her was special but again and again, it was unspoken. Untold.

[Gosh. Don’t want to go into details. Haha! Anyway…]

They talked non-stop about the things that happened. Love and jealousy was merely the main topic.

But those talks were useless. Worthless. Rubbish.

…

He made her believe that he’d come back.
He made her believe that he’d let himself share the love he has for her.
He made her believe that he’s true.

Thanks to you for not thinking what she might have felt.
Thanks to you for playing with her emotions.
Thanks to you for telling her those goddamn things.

[She’s not mad. She just wants to let go of the sadness locked in her heart. Hoping you’ll understand her. Help her, she doesn’t need space.]

The Woah Days.

20 APRIL 07

It was Friday. Vv went to Glorietta to bond. Haha. Finally, I saw Quisha again after almost three months! Hee. Too bad Ionne wasn't able to come. :-( Well, I just missed my friends soo much. :D Awww.

Gosh. I have no idea what to say anymore. T_T

Hmm. We looked around, as we always do and then went to Icebergs to eat ice cream. :)) Camwhoring.

As we planned, dinner time, @ W.

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That was it. : No other comments. :)) That experience, for me, was the worst yet the funniest. God. Mixed emotions. :/

Oh, we met new friends. :) Thanks to them for saving our lives. Nyahaha. :))

At around 11 in the evening, Kuya Alvin picked us up. Thank you. :)
We first brought Bettina home then went straight to Eesah's house. FUN. Stayed in the attic with our beloved friends. Haha. Nice seeing them, again. :)

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Slept at 6 in the morning, woke up at 30 past 12, i think.

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TWO UNFORGETTABLE DAYS IN MY LIFE. :)

for pictures--- [contacts only.]

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22 APRIL 07

HAPPY ''SWEET'' 16 TO MY BAO BAO. [BETTINA] ILY.

FUn. :-)

Yesterday was the VYC General Assembly and bonfire activity. It was sooo much fun. :) I really enjoyed it a lot. :D

The new set of officers were introduced. I was appointed to be the secretary.
My pleasure. :)

Gee. That's all I can say. I lost my entry for this topic. T_T I don't know where it is now. :-(

But, I really thank God for yesterday and today as well. :)

NO title. :D

Good Friday: We went to Lipa to visit Mt. Carmel Church. :)
Black Saturday: Malling. :D

Easter Sunday tomorrow! :)
It's Jesus's Resurrection. ;D

Hmm. I think our village won't have Easter egg-hunting tomorrow. T.T Ohwell, I think it'll be next week. Weee. :)

Oh gosh, earlier, I tried answering puzzles from weffriddles.com and my mind was like, not working properly.:)) I saw it from Lemy's stat so I tried but nothing happened. I still asked him to give me more clues till I came up with the answers. Haha! He's in level 54 point something. He's just tooo smart. Haha! When I reached level 13, I gave up. I just couldn't do it. :)) Ohwell. Maybe I'm not the person who loves riddles and puzzles. Well honestly, I don't want to think. Haha!

Sorry for this non-sense entry. I just can't think. My brain suddenly jumped out from my head and scattered itself on the floor. ;))

HAPPY EASTER. ;)

:D

It's Maundy Thursday today. :)

Okay, I don't know where to start. T.T Hmm..

Yesterday, My family and I visited my childhood friend who was accidentally hit by a van. He was still in the ICU when we went there. I really didn't expect to see him that way; lying in bed with the oxygen on and had stitches on his head, chin and upper lip. I pity him but I admire him for being strong. He still forced himself to talk to us. He was even trying to make us laugh. :D Anyway, he also has blood clotting on his head and still has the possibility to undergo brain surgery. I really pray that he won't because I knew that people who undergo brain surgery have only twenty percent chance to live. And he's too young to be with Him in heaven. Well, don't want to mention every single detail. :) I just hope, really hope that he'll soon be fine. Help me to pray for him. :)

Today was okay. It's Maundy Thursday and it's Jesus last supper with the Apostles. Our family visited different churches and prayed together in His name. I also got to see the beauty of Manila. :) WOW. :)

We ate merienda at Fish and Co. and then went to Bonifacio High Street to chill out. [we're always there! Haha.] Decided to go home and relaxed though I did biking for about fifteen minutes. Haha! :)

Tomorrow's Good Friday. :) Jesus will die to save us from our sins. As an offering, let's just pray and thank Him for all the blessings he has given us. :D

God has given His only son for mankind to save them from their sinfulness.